Total pages in book: 131
Estimated words: 121871 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 609(@200wpm)___ 487(@250wpm)___ 406(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 121871 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 609(@200wpm)___ 487(@250wpm)___ 406(@300wpm)
My mate has shown me what love truly is and what it’s like to have a family again. It’s more than I ever dreamed possible, and I owe it all to her.
From the moment I laid eyes on Gwen, I knew she was special. And as I watched my beauty sleep, I hoped that one day she would be mine. As we make love, I whisper my words of devotion, telling her over and over all the ways I will worship her until my last breath.
Epilogue
Gwen
A couple of weeks later…
“Do you like it?”
I’ve got both hands over my mouth as I try to hide my smile, and I bite my tongue to keep from laughing. Xavier is standing in the middle of the living room with the saddest-looking Christmas tree ever.
“You don’t like it.” His face falls, and the pout sends me running to him. Well, moving as fast as I can with my growing pregnant belly.
“No, baby. I love it. It’s absolutely perfect.” I wrap my arms around his waist as I look over the tree. He decided this morning he needed to go into the woods and chop one down. I was kind of excited because it’s our first Christmas together, and this could be a sweet tradition. My burly woodsman mate goes to chop one down, only to bring back something that would rival Charlie Brown’s Christmas tree. “It’s just a little thin.”
Looking it over, he nods. “I thought it could use your love. You’ve made me stronger.”
Tears fill my eyes, and I squeeze him to me. How can I possibly say anything against his reasoning? “Well, when you put it that way,” I say, sniffing.
Xavier wraps his arms around me and kisses the top of my head. “Happy tears?”
“Yeah, baby. Happy tears.”
X had a hard time at first with my emotional outbursts, but he’s adjusted in the past couple of weeks. Now he just holds me and loves me until it passes. I think it’s just because shifters experience pregnancy so much faster than humans, so it’s all the hormones of a regular pregnancy packed into three months.
After a few moments, the emotions are under control and he kisses my lips. “Ruby and Dom should be here any minute. You okay?”
“Yes, I’m so excited to see them. I’m glad Winnie is coming by, too. She’s having a time with those sisters of hers. Spending time with us will do her some good.”
I set out some snacks while X puts out some Christmas decorations. It’s not for a couple of weeks still, but I think he’s excited to be having a real one after so long. I smile lovingly as I watch him hang up stockings on the fireplace. He insisted we hang one up for each baby, even though they won’t be here until after the holidays. He hangs up two little ones in the middle and two larger stockings on either side. I rub my belly, thinking of the two pups growing inside me. Xavier was so happy when he found out it was twin girls. He said all he wanted to do was please me, so he gave me two girls so I would be extra happy.
I feel another little tear form at the memory, and he comes over to hold me. I can’t wait for these damn hormones to pass.
Hearing a knock on the door, X goes over and lets everyone in. Dominic practically carries in a very pregnant Ruby, and Winnie comes in right behind them.
After we all hug and say hello, I sit down on the couch with Ruby and Winnie and catch up. I hear Winnie let out a long sigh, and I look over at her.
“You okay?” I know the twins have been giving her shit lately, and I’m really getting tired of those bitches.
“Yeah, just kind of sad. I still can’t remember anything. And I’ve been all over the place today.”
Winnie has been struggling more than usual lately with her memory. For a long time, she didn’t talk about her past, and we thought that was by choice. But she’s opened up to me a little, and I know that she has no memory of her life before she was found wandering in the woods. I think the most frustrating part is that she doesn’t know when she’s going to come of age.
“You’ll know when it happens. You’ll feel it,” I tell her, and reach out to hold her hand.
“From what Dominic says, you feel it when it happens,” Ruby says, smiling softly at Winnie. I think Ruby feels a special bond with Winnie since she was once an outsider herself. Even though Winnie is a shifter, she doesn’t feel like she belongs in the pack.
“Yeah. You’re right. I’m just super emotional today. I keep crying. Sorry.” Winnie gives us a half-smile and tries to shake it off. “If I didn’t know better, I’d think I was pregnant.”