Total pages in book: 79
Estimated words: 76242 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 381(@200wpm)___ 305(@250wpm)___ 254(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 76242 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 381(@200wpm)___ 305(@250wpm)___ 254(@300wpm)
Yes.
“I…I either take too little control in a relationship or too much. I’m not good at finding a balance.” With my childhood, it didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out why, but it was what it was. “So you really do need to communicate with me that we’re at a healthy level for you.”
It wouldn’t look like everyone else’s idea of healthy but I just needed Ender to be happy.
“I will.” Sounding like it was an easy promise, he wiggled against my erection again. “I like it when you take charge of things because it means you think I’m important.”
Well, at least he knew I wasn’t trying to be a dick.
“You are important.” Dating or not, he’d always be important to me.
“I know.” More wiggles had me trying not to moan. “You like feeding me healthy things and you make sure I’m all clean. You’re very good at taking care of me.”
Did that mean he was going to stop complaining about the Brussels sprouts?
“But don’t worry. I’m still going to be honest and tell you my opinions on things.”
I knew that was too much to wish for.
“Thank you.” My slightly dry tone got another laugh out of him.
“You’re welcome, Sir.” When he wiggled again, it hit me that he was doing it on purpose, so I was slightly distracted as his voice dropped lower. “I did it, Sir. I asked first.”
Huh?
Oh.
Yep, it took entirely too long to connect the dots on that one but my brain circled back around to it, eventually.
He’d asked for playtime, so now it was okay for me to use him.
Well, I had made the rule, so it was important to follow through.
“You’re right. You were very good and asked for an orgasm from your Dom. Do you remember what that means?” His shiver said he did, but I waited until he squeaked and nodded. “Good boy, but let’s review.”
That time, there was no mistaking his wiggles for anything other than deliberately trying to turn both of us on.
“That means that you want me to use you any time I’m turned on and want to come.” Kissing his cheek, I stroked my hand over his back and tried to shift my hold from cuddling him to exploring him. “So if I was hard and thinking about my sub, I might come over to you and use your ass to get off against.”
His shiver and the quiet gasp that the idea got me made me smile but I did my best not to let him hear it.
“If I was thinking about my pup, I might see if you wanted to play and wag your tail for me.” I wasn’t sure it’d take much to get him in that headspace, but I wouldn’t interrupt his work and be a dick to get it.
“If I was thinking about my partner, I might kiss your neck and rub your chest and tell you how much I wanted to make love to you or how hard I wanted to fuck you.” Before I could decide what to tease him with next, he surprised me.
“Because…because they’re different.” His statement seemed like a request for information, so I nodded.
“That’s right. Making love to you is probably going to be soft and gentle, maybe slow, but it might be fast. Fucking you would be different, though.” Shifting us so I was leaning back enough to tilt his ass out, I squeezed one cheek and got a rush when he moaned. “Can you tell me how?”
I wasn’t sure if that would be too much for him, but I really wanted to hear what he thought that would look like. His thoughts were always fascinating, but knowing a distraction might help, I started making circles around his tight ring.
There was still enough lube that I knew I could start fingering him again, but if he wanted that, I was going to get words first.
His whine went right to my dick but it was the way his cheeks clenched around me that sent my brain back to thinking about how it’d feel to sink deep inside him. “Master…”
Oh, that was fun.
“Tell me, boy. Let me hear it.” There was no way he could’ve missed the desire in my voice or the erection he was pressed against, and I had a feeling knowing how I was feeling made it easier because he actually answered.
“Fucking…fucking is hard and rough and you…you might just bend me over any surface wherever we were in the loft and use me.” There was enough longing in his voice that I knew he’d imagined that scene more than once. “You…you might even leave me plugged and ready for you.”
Oh, that sounded interesting.
Rewarding him, I pressed into his body, loving the way he stretched around my finger and the desperate sound he made. “Such an obedient sub and such a needy one.”