Total pages in book: 157
Estimated words: 145088 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 725(@200wpm)___ 580(@250wpm)___ 484(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 145088 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 725(@200wpm)___ 580(@250wpm)___ 484(@300wpm)
But when Dex grinned at him, all excited, and no doubt still sore after their quickie in the bathroom, his own smile grew. Yes. That was exactly what he wanted. The guys who’d fucked Dex at the party were just tools anyway, for both their pleasure.
“Right. Exactly. Like, when I’m with a guy who is really good at topping but doesn’t want to bottom, I don't exactly miss it myself. I think about it still being something I like, but I don't need to do that to be happy. Does that make sense?”
Hammer froze. He’d just started getting used to the idea of being monogamous with a male partner when this bomb dropped, and he realized he hadn’t even taken into account that Dex might want to stick his dick in something too. He was, after all, a man, regardless of the way he liked to have sex most of the time.
“Yeah… that…” Did Dex see him that way too? As someone he might come inside?
“I know you don’t like pizza analogies, but stay with me for a minute. Whether you like pizza, or a hot dog, and the hot dog is not a stand in for dick, by the way, it can be whatever, it doesn’t mean you’re not full at the end of the day. And a hot dog could come with pizza spices, and a pizza can have hot dog and mustard on it. I actually did that once. I ordered a plain margarita, but then cut up some hot dogs to sprinkle on top, and it was delicious.”
Hammer was glad about this convoluted chatter, because it offered him more time to think. And thinking about Dex climbing on top of him made him hot under the collar. Would their sexual dynamics remain the same but flipped? He liked being a force to be reckoned with, and Dex had clearly shown himself to be eager for submission.
Could Hammer remain in control while accepting another man’s cock inside him? Did it really hurt at the beginning? Even if it did, he’d have to go through with it once he committed. He supposed he could ride Dex, if he wanted to try bottoming sometime, but at the moment, he remained full of doubt.
“I have no idea what you’re trying to say,” he choked out in the end, embarrassed by the dull sound of his voice.
Dex took a deep breath and looked at the ceiling, gathering his thoughts into something more coherent. “That… it doesn’t have to be so clear-cut. It’s not my thing, but if you wanted me to, I could wear like, lacy panties sometimes. And I don’t need to top-top, but I’d like to,” he lowered his voice more, “rim you. Just a thought.”
“I’m not into lace,” Hammer said, latching on to the safest topic first, because the perspective of that pretty face diving between his buttocks was—It was somehow both arousing and scary. He was not used to feeling vulnerable and out of control, and while he knew well that many Dominants had their submissives serve them like this, he wasn’t sure just how far out of his comfort zone that activity was. “And… as for the rest, we’ll see. I’m sure you could top someone we invite to play with us.”
Dex, who had already finished his own cake, dug his fork into Hammer’s piece and put the morsel into his mouth. “Just saying there’s options. I’m far too focused on you now to think about other guys we could include. I’m glad about the lace though. Then again, I’d try anything once. And this cake? Wow. So good.”
How was Dex so casual about it all? Hammer had no idea, but Dex’s attitude put him at ease.
“I’m glad I tried you, because I’m really liking the flavor,” he said and, after glancing around once more, touched Dex’s shoulder.
“Did you just never meet a guy you liked this way, or have you never tried before because no one’s hit on you? If it’s the second one, I can assure you it’s because they were scared, not because they didn’t like what they saw.” Dex wiggled his eyebrows and licked the fork with the tongue that had worked Hammer’s dick so well less than an hour prior.
Hammer shook his head. “I’m well aware I’m attractive. But… yeah, I think it’s the former,” he said in a voice so soft Dex couldn’t hear him over the music, which forced Hammer to repeat himself.
Dex gave a deep sigh. “This just… I dunno. It just makes me so happy.”
Hammer rubbed his injured shoulder and helped himself to more cake, increasingly at ease with the public closeness. “You were the first one to pique my interest and make me wonder how it would feel to touch another man, but I think that I— I don’t think this is exactly new either. I just didn’t know what I wanted, and by the time I was at the age when people experiment and start exploring sex, I landed in juvie.”