Total pages in book: 30
Estimated words: 27809 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 139(@200wpm)___ 111(@250wpm)___ 93(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 27809 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 139(@200wpm)___ 111(@250wpm)___ 93(@300wpm)
Finally, we headed to the clubhouse, and I felt lighter than I had in years. Karina was the sunshine in my dark life, and nothing would ever come before her.
13
Karina
The minute Cash walked through the door, I raced over and threw myself into his waiting arms. “I was so worried about you.”
His hands slid down my back to grip my butt, and he gave one cheek a light slap that only stung a little. “I told you that I had everything under control.”
“I know, but I still couldn’t help being afraid that something would go wrong.”
“I wasn’t gonna do anything that would put me at risk now that I found you.” He dipped his head to brush his lips against mine. “Love you too much to ever leave you.”
Whoa.
Cash loved me.
He’d protected me and taken care of the threat, and I’d always felt safe with him. Knowing that he loved me, though…it filled me with wonder and excitement. Made me feel whole again after all I’d been through.
“I love you, too,” I told him with a smile.
“Damn fucking straight, you do,” he grunted. I loved how gruff he was on the outside. And that I was the only one who knew how sweet he was on the inside.
After our declarations, I wanted to feel closer to him, so I closed the space between us. He immediately enveloped me in his arms. He was so attentive, always taking care of me. Even in bed, he was always making sure that I got what I needed.
Suddenly, I had the urge to take care of him for a change. To give him something else that I’d never given anyone else. And to show my appreciation for everything he’d given me.
Tugging on his vest, I murmured, “Come upstairs with me. I need to have you all to myself.”
“Every part of me belongs to you. I’ll follow you anywhere, sunshine.”
Butterflies swirled in my belly as we crossed over to the stairs and made our way up to his room. When the door shut behind us, I pulled on his arm so he’d stay where he was instead of heading over to the bed. Then I dropped to my knees and swiftly pulled his belt through the loops before dropping it on the ground.
But he stopped me, putting his large hands over mine. “Sunshine, what do you think you’re doing?”
“I want to show you how much you mean to me. How thankful I am,” I explained, running my fingers along the seam of his jeans.
His cock was already rock hard behind his zipper. Waiting and ready for me.
But Cash shook his head. “You don’t need to do any of that. I love you. Nothing I’ve done for you was with the thought of getting something back.”
“I know, but I want to. I’ve never had a man in my mouth,” I said, looking up at him through my lashes.
“Not gonna turn down that offer when I want all of your firsts, and I’ve fantasized about having your lips wrapped around me.”
He was already pulling his pants down, his cock staring me in the face, and a drip of precome had formed at the tip. I darted my tongue forward, licking it off, and the salty-sweet taste hit the back of my throat.
“Sunshine, that tongue is gonna kill me,” he growled.
“Yeah. Do you like that? Want me to keep licking this big dick?” I smiled, looking up to see his eyes at half mast.
He bucked his hips forward. “Yeah. Lick it like it’s your favorite popsicle. All the way to the root.”
My tongue trailed the long vein leading from his tip all the way down the length of his cock and back up again.
“Like this?” I murmured.
“Yeah, but do that while my cock fills your mouth.”
“Oh.”
I remember thinking how big his dick was when I first saw it and whether it would ever fit inside my pussy, let alone my mouth. But as I wrapped my lips around his head, I knew we were made to fit together.
He was what I’d been waiting for my whole life.
Who I wanted to be my first everything.
I might not have been the best at my first blow job, fumbling with my hands and trying not to bite his sensitive flesh. I thought I did something wrong when he grabbed the back of my head and yanked me back so I met his beautiful gaze, but the heat in his dark eyes let me know he was enjoying this as much as I was, and his growled words confirmed it. “That feels amazing, but I’m not going to waste my come in your mouth. I need it inside that perfect pussy of yours.”
He didn’t need to say anything else. I wanted that, too. I’d never thought about kids or the future before I met Cash, but seeing the other women around the club, I wanted to be like them.