Total pages in book: 92
Estimated words: 85565 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 428(@200wpm)___ 342(@250wpm)___ 285(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 85565 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 428(@200wpm)___ 342(@250wpm)___ 285(@300wpm)
9
James
I’d learned my lesson with Richard. Sex didn’t have to be about feelings. Some men liked to fuck without it being some big emotional experience. Which… tonight… was fine by me.
The minute I had Sawyer in my room, I reached for him and slammed my mouth down on his, shoving one of my thighs between his and pulling him close.
“Mpfh.” His grunt was all the invitation I needed to keep going. I grabbed his ass and pulled him even tighter against me, feeling the hard ridge of his erection against my hip.
I wanted it in my mouth.
I dropped to my knees and yanked off his shorts on the way down. His dick was thick and hard. I groaned and rubbed my face against it, inhaling the sweaty scent of him. Sawyer’s hands landed in my hair and held on lightly as I began tasting him. I dragged my lips up and down the side of his shaft and tried not to think about how this was the first man I’d been with since Richard.
It was past time for me to move on, and this was just sex. Maybe Sawyer was the perfect rebound fling to get me past Richard anyway.
“Stop fucking around and suck me.” His voice was guttural and rough. His fingers tightened in my hair, but he didn’t pull me onto his cock like he clearly wanted to. I looked up and met his eyes. They were so full of heat and need, I almost swallowed my tongue.
Sawyer’s hand came around to cup my chin. “You’re the sexiest man on the goddamned planet. Having you on your knees for me is going to make me blow. Just warning you.”
His touch on my face was light and sweet, but the fire in his eyes was anything but.
Without looking away from him, I took his cock onto my mouth and began to lick and suck. He cried out and threw his head back, tightening his fingers on my face. My own dick got even harder until I had to reach into my pajama pants to relieve the pressure.
“That’s it. Jack yourself.” Sawyer sounded strangled. “Fuck, fuck. Just like that, James.”
I swallowed around him. For a split second I regretted not taking things slower so I could have fucked him or begged him to fuck me. Somehow, I wanted him even closer.
I took him as deeply into my mouth as I could, and he shouted out a curse before releasing down my throat. The taste and feel of his warm cum was hot enough to push me over the edge, and I squeezed and tugged my cock until my own release had finished ripping through me.
For a moment we just tried to catch our breath, me kneeling on the floor with my face resting on his thigh, him leaning back against the door, fingers running softly through my hair. The warmth of his skin under my cheek was comforting even if I was a little old to be spending much time on my knees on cheap motel carpet.
After a moment, he reached down and hauled me up, pulling us chest to chest and leaning in for a kiss. It was lazy and teasing, which surprised me. I’d expected our connection to be like the striking of a match: bright heat and then over quickly.
But this was completely different. This was sweet and nice. We explored each other’s bodies with our hands and lips until there was not even a hint of awkward aftermath possible between us.
“Stay,” I murmured before I thought it through. I bit back a wince when I realized how needy I sounded. If all we were doing was sex, there was no reason for me to ask him to stay the night.
“I can’t.” Sawyer’s eyes looked regretful, but his message was the same.
“Oh, yeah. That’s fine. Sorry, I—”
He leaned in and kissed me again, hard, before pulling back and cupping my face with one hand. “I can’t risk someone seeing me coming out of a guest room at dawn, and I have to be on the clock at seven. I would if I could—”
“Of course. No.” I felt like a total idiot. “I hadn’t thought of that. It’s completely fine.”
Welp, now we were back to awkward.
Except then Sawyer smiled at me, and I was too busy melting into a puddle of sex goo to remember to be awkward.
“I wasn’t joking when I said you were the sexiest man alive.” He whispered the words against my mouth. “And I hope to god you’ll let me return the favor soon.”
“Mm-hm.”
“Get some sleep.”
“Mm-hm.”
He winked at me and pulled away with a charming grin on his face that turned people’s legs to jelly.
And then he was gone.
The next day I woke up chastising myself for losing focus. I didn’t regret the encounter with Sawyer at all, but I also had to remind myself that I was in McBride to do a job. It didn’t help that I received another text from Dick Sr. asking me for confirmation that there’d been a verbal agreement. I decided to be honest.