Total pages in book: 78
Estimated words: 75585 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 378(@200wpm)___ 302(@250wpm)___ 252(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 75585 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 378(@200wpm)___ 302(@250wpm)___ 252(@300wpm)
“Because you won’t let anyone else have me.”
He snarled. “That’s right.”
Why should I care when he could make me feel this good?
He’s a killer. He would kill you if you didn't make a bargain to pay him back. He’s using you.
If using me felt that good, I didn’t fucking care. I hadn’t had anything good for myself in a long time.
He’s dangerous. He’s going to hurt you.
I’d rather him hurt my ass than shoot me.
He’s going to hurt your heart.
No. I wasn’t that stupid, was I? The more I was with him, the more afraid I was of the answer. He’d taken care of me and defended me like no one ever had, not even my parents when they were alive.
Val lifted one of my hands to his mouth and pressed his lips to the pulse point in my wrist. A shiver ran through me. Then I made the mistake of looking into his eyes, and I knew I really was underestimating how stupid I could be. I’d borrowed money from the Marchesis, and now I was falling for one of them.
I had to stop thinking like that. I was here for sex; that was all.
Val took hold of my waist again and led me over to the single chair in the room. He maneuvered me to stand behind it, then slid his lips along my shoulder and up my neck. He might as well have been stroking my cock it felt so good.
He ran his tongue along the outer edge of my ear, and I sucked in my breath.
“Like that?” he asked.
If he was just using me, why would he ask questions like that?
He just wants to know he’s getting to you. Making you needy, making you want him. He gets off on power.
Right. Power. That was what he really wanted.
“I had this chair and the rest of the room cleaned for us,” Val said. “No one has been allowed in here all night.”
“Doesn’t that mean…Aren’t you losing money?”
“I don’t fucking care. If I don’t get to have you at home, then I want a place that’s just for us.”
I started to say something else, but he pressed his hand against my back. “Bend over and put your hands on the seat.”
I wasn’t at all confident this position was going to work. If he fucked me as hard as I thought he would, I didn’t think the chair would survive. It would fall apart, and we’d end up on the floor. But I did as he said, folding at the waist and bracing myself on the edge of the chair.
I felt so exposed like this. My ass sticking up, begging for him to take it. He pulled my cheeks apart and muttered “gorgeous.”
He pulled a small tube of lube from his pocket and slicked up his fingers. I whimpered when he pushed two of them into me.
“You can take this.” He worked the digits in deeper, stretching me even more. I tried to hold onto the chair, to keep from tipping it over as I told my body to cooperate and open up to the invasion.
My tight muscles wouldn’t relax. My head swam. It was hard enough to think straight with him touching me, but being upside down made it so much worse.
“Relax, don’t fight me. I will have you. I will drive every inch of my cock into your tight ass, but it will be so much better for you if you give into it.”
“I’m trying. It’s…you’re…everything about you is big.”
He chuckled. “All the better to please you, my boy.”
Fuck. Why did I like it when he talked to me like that? It was ridiculous but so fucking hot.
I lay over the chair, trusting him to keep me upright. After a moment, my body relaxed as he worked me, adding a third finger and stretching me wider. I gasped when he pulled his fingers away. I felt empty, needy. I thought he would push his cock into me right away, but he didn’t. He slid his hands up and down my back and squeezed my ass cheeks.
“Are you ready?” he asked. “I’m not going to show you any mercy. I want you to fully understand that you belong to me. No one else is going to do this. No one else can make you enjoy it like I can. I want this to erase every time another man has touched you. I don’t want you to even think about giving this ass to anyone but me.”
I shook my head. “I’m not…I don’t. I want you.”
I wasn’t just saying what he wanted to hear. I meant it. I already knew no other man was going to match what he could give me.
“I won’t make this easy on you. I’m going to split you wide open and make you feel like you’re full all the way to your throat. You’re not going to be able to think. You’re not going to be able to do anything but surrender to me and feel how good it is. But do not come until I say you can.”