Total pages in book: 74
Estimated words: 71651 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 358(@200wpm)___ 287(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 71651 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 358(@200wpm)___ 287(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
He nodded before leaning his head back onto the pillow, closing his eyes for a moment as he breathed deep. “Holy fuck.”
I swallowed hard. “Yeah,” I said.
It was a tight fit and we both knew it. I took it even slower than I had with my fingers, despite the fact that I wanted to shove my cock into him so hard I’d break him.
The thing about fucking Finn was that I’d never even let myself fantasize about it once, back in the day. I swore I thought filthy sexual things about just about every other guy in school—Finn’s teammates, other guys in my classes, even some teachers. There was even a dark time where I got off to the idea of fucking one of my worst bullies, even though in reality I’d rather have never seen his face again.
But I’d never let myself fantasize about Finn.
And consequently, it felt like I was breaking every rule by starting to push into him now. Like it was some dark, hidden secret that I was doing this at all, despite the fact that he was right here with me, and that all of this had been his idea.
“Forbidden” didn’t even begin to describe it.
It felt impossible.
“More,” he whispered, letting his eyes flutter back open again. His cock jumped as I pushed into him a little more.
“How are you doing?” I murmured, finding it harder and harder to string together coherent sentences.
“It hurts and I also want more,” he said. “Can’t explain it.”
I nodded once. “I understand.”
My body was hot all over, now, too, probably just as flushed as his. I let my open palm rest on his thigh as I pushed past the head of my cock into him, knowing it was going to be the most difficult part. Once it was inside, he sank down further on me, quicker and quicker.
He was hungry for it now. I moaned as I felt him push himself down over another inch of me, taking more than I knew he could.
“Fuck me.”
“Chill out,” I murmured at him, but I knew he must feel my cock pulse inside him when he talked to me like that.
His hair was wild against the pillow. I’d never seen him look so messed up in the best way, and I knew I could get addicted to seeing him like that.
“I’ll try,” I said, pushing firmly deeper inside him, slowly daring to go all the way to the base of my cock. And then, by some miracle, it had happened. I was all the way in, filling him up and bending over the front of him, unable to hide how fucking good it felt.
“That’s all I wanted, Ori,” he muttered, his voice low and almost teasing.
How is it possible that you want this?
That you could want any of this, with me?
I was swirling with disbelief and pleasure and sheer lust, holding myself back from pulling out and pounding into him all over again. I leaned upward, gazing down at his body again, trying to commit the image to memory in my mind.
“You look good taking my cock,” I said.
Just uttering the words made me throb inside him, and he took it like a cue to squeeze his tight hole all around me.
“Was that so difficult?” he said, now teasing me beyond a shadow of a doubt.
I hummed, unable to keep a small smile from my face. “You’re unbelievable. You know that?”
“Maybe I do know that. Now fuck me harder.”
I bit down hard on my lower lip and decided to rise to his challenge. I pulled out a few inches and then gave him a hard push back inside. He gasped at the intrusion but then moaned a sound so goddamn hot that I knew the memory of that sound would take up a shining, permanent spot in my mind for the hottest things I’ve ever heard.
“Fuck, Ori,” he said under his breath. He looked up at me with a pleading glance, and there was no doubt now that he was begging for it with his eyes.
I pulled out almost all of the way before sliding back in, enjoying the string of incoherent mumbling that it elicited from Finn.
“You’re perfect,” I murmured.
“Didn’t know it could feel like this—” he said, his words breaking off as he gasped, taking my cock to the hilt again. “It’s really good. Wanted this. Wanted you—”
He started to work against me in earnest now, thrusting hard onto me as I pushed into him with equal measure.
I hitched him up a little higher, letting myself get an even deeper thrust into him, and his eyes fluttered shut.
I was dangerously close to coming now. The angle was too good, and the way Finn looked, giving himself away with total abandon, was something I’d never seen from him before.
I wanted that forbidden fruit. I wanted to know I could fuck him hard and make him come, to know that no matter what happened, I would forever be his first time being fucked.