Total pages in book: 139
Estimated words: 133321 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 667(@200wpm)___ 533(@250wpm)___ 444(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 133321 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 667(@200wpm)___ 533(@250wpm)___ 444(@300wpm)
I do as he’s commanded to read the engraved message: Grayson and Mia 8-26-18 Forever. The day we were to be married. Tears burn my eyes and a vise closes on my chest. “This is perfect, but I wasn’t. I have so many regrets, Grayson. So many regrets.”
“We’ve talked about this,” he says, cradling my face. “We both made mistakes, but we’re here now. That’s what matters. And I want you to keep that. But that history between us is a reminder to us both to never to take each other for granted.”
“Never,” I whisper, and my throat feels like wet cotton. “But I really do think we should get married here. Your parents will be our lucky charm.”
“I think we need to be our own lucky charms, you to me and me to you. The lighthouse is our special place.” His lips quirk. “We’ll tell our wedding planner better late than never.”
“Oh God. I don’t know if that woman will take us back.”
“I’m sure we can convince her.” He motions to the church. “You want to go inside?”
“Very much. After I put on my necklace.”
He helps me secure it around my neck and then hand-in-hand, we walk into the church and sit down near the front, where we talk about his mother’s stories of their perfect wedding day. “I want you to have that kind of perfect day,” Grayson says. “I have your dress. They delivered it the week after you left.”
“I told them to cancel it,” I say, remembering that call with brutal clarity. I’d barely held it together and burst into tears when I’d hung up.
“I forbid them from cancelling it. I wanted desperately for you to come back and wear it. You still can. Or any other dress you want. A new location. A new dress—”
“No,” I say quickly. “I love that dress. It’s the dress.”
“But does it remind you of the break-up?”
“No. It reminds me of how perfect we were and are.” I cover his hand with mine, thinking of something he said to me about our mistakes, about our desire to be the impossible. “I don’t want to try to be perfect anymore. I want to revel in how imperfectly wonderful we are. You are the glue that holds all my broken pieces in place. You make me whole again.”
He brings my hand to his lips, and when he looks into my eyes and lets me see all his broken pieces, all his pain, and whispers, “As you do me,” I can almost feel the world shrinking around us. “New wedding date,” he says. “August 26th, 2020.”
“The same day we were to be married last year. Because we’re embracing all our broken pieces,” I say.
“And making us whole again.”
Chapter fifty-three
Mia
My fairytale engagement weekend slams to a halt shortly after Grayson pulls the Porsche into the airport and parks. An SUV parks next to us, a vehicle I recognize as belonging to our security team from Walker Security. This leads me to the assumption that they’ve been following us. Of course, they have. They’re supposed to protect us and the façade of being here and beyond the reach of the hell waiting on us back at the city is just that: a façade. The Walker staff were discreet, but they’re watching us, they’re protecting us from the press and who knows who else. I mean, of course, we need protection. A man I knew well just held a gun to my head and is now dead. A pinched feeling in my chest has me reaching for my door and shoving away my thoughts.
Grayson catches my arm and when I turn to look at him, his expression is tender. He strokes my hair behind my ear, and despite how familiar this action has become, his touch that incredible mix of electricity and calm that defies reason. “You okay?” he asks, his gaze searching my face.
The question is proof of just how intuitive this man is with me, how connected we have always been. It’s why I was shocked when I thought he had cheated. It’s why I should have known better. “Yes,” I say. “Yes, I’m good. I’m engaged to you again. How can I not be good?”
“Considering the circumstances,” he says, “easily. If you’re having second thoughts about going back, we can stay.”
“We can’t stay. You have a company to run and I have new staff to help welcome.”
“We can make it work,” he assures me.
“No,” I say firmly, taking his hand and kissing it. “As much as a part of me wants to stay, I want the bad behind us, all of the bad.”
“You’re sure?”
“Positive. Let’s go home.”
“We are home, baby. We’re together.”
My heart swells with his words. “Yes. Yes, we are,” I agree. “But our lives we share—I want to reclaim our space.”
His eyes warm. This pleases him. “Then we’ll go back to the city and claim our lives.”