A Kingdom of Pleasure and Torment (Fablemere Fae #1) Read Online Abigail Barnette

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, Fantasy/Sci-fi, Paranormal Tags Authors: Series: Fablemere Fae Series by Abigail Barnette
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Total pages in book: 107
Estimated words: 100363 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 502(@200wpm)___ 401(@250wpm)___ 335(@300wpm)
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The shelf in front of him holds an assortment of impressive, very realistic phalluses. I hold my breath as I watch him decide. He takes down one, then another, hefting them both in his hands. They’re huge, much bigger than Firo or Luthian, and they don’t appear to be shaped for either human or faery. Though they’re both intimidating, I’m glad he left the largest ones behind. I’m certain the cocks on the bottom shelf must be modeled after ogres and trolls.

“I was very impressed this morning,” he says, waving a hand. A table like the one from the library appears just inches from me. “You took great pleasure in torturing Firo.”

“I did.” I bite my lip. “But Guardian... did I give him pleasure?”

Luthian chuckles. “Oh, you did. Most assuredly.”

“In the moment, I enjoyed it, but after, I felt mean,” I confess.

“That feeling will pass. Soon enough, you’ll become utterly indifferent to the screams of the tormented.” He means to reassure me, I think, but it’s far from it.

Do I truly wish to inflict that kind of suffering? Do I want to become so callous to it?

“Guardian, forgive me, but if I am indifferent, how will I know if I’m truly hurting someone?”

“That’s an excellent question.”

My heart swells with pride, beating itself against my ribs.

He taps his lips with his forefinger. “These aren’t skills you should employ outside of the Court. You might, of course. If you and your lover wished it. But the lovers you’ll take at court will expect and revel in such behavior. Outside of the court, these activities should only be undertaken with trust and strict understanding of how to know when your partner has had enough. A word, for example, that only the two or three or eight, whatever you will, know, which always means to stop.”

Eight? I boggle at the notion, but the idea of a magic word sparks my interest. “And we don’t have those at the Court of Pleasure and Torment?”

“There is no mercy at the Court of Pleasure and Torment. Therefore, it needs no language.” He goes to a cabinet and opens it. Inside stands a glittering array of bottles and phials. Some glow with their own light, gleaming emerald, fire-lit ruby, and blinding white. He takes down an ampoule of something purple. “But I don’t believe it’s a language you could master, anyway.”

“I don’t know what you mean.” I rub my hands down my bare arms. The sunlight through the web of windows overhead is cool by the time it touches my skin. I wonder if this is a test of my patience, to see how long I’ll endure the physical discomfort of freezing.

“You enjoyed watching me lash Firo’s feet,” Luthian says, depositing the potions on the table.

“I’ve never seen such a thing before,” I confess. “I’ve never even seen a criminal whipped in the village square.”

Luthian’s nose wrinkles in distaste. “I forget that you’re not just a human, but you’ve been raised among them. Imagine, reducing the elegance of pain down to such petty barbarism.”

“I must admit to a morbid curiosity, Guardian.” I’m as ashamed to reveal it to him now as I was the time I asked my mother for permission to watch punishments doled out in the square. She was gentle and kind in dissuading me, but I received the message all too effectively: it was wrong of me to desire another’s pain. “Mother couldn’t stand to think of it, though.”

“Perhaps you’re more faery than your mother was.”

It’s a joke, I know. But it pleases me that he’s said it. Should it please me? After all, I’ve spent so much of my life wishing I could be fae, wondering if I’ll ever fit in with the humans we lived among yet rarely encountered. But my mother also worried that she wasn’t fae enough. She was shunned by her court, after all.

“I’m a human,” I say, helpless to control the note of self-pity in my tone.

Luthian just waves a hand. “You’re potential. Nothing more at this stage, and nothing less. But potential is mighty. You’ve been here for two days, and you’ve already learned important truths about yourself and your desires.”

“I’m doing well, then?”

“I’m delighted with your progress,” he confirms. “But don’t congratulate yourself. There is still much for you to learn and experience, and we’ve not much time.”

“There isn’t?” I’m puzzled at that; he hasn’t mentioned time before.

“For my plan to work, you need to have ensnared Cassan by the night of his birthday party,” Luthian explains. “You needn’t know every detail. Just trust that it will work.”

“Yes, Guardian.” I’ll be more careful with my questions in the future.

“You enjoyed it when I inflicted pain upon Firo,” Luthian says, bringing us back to the original subject of our conversation. “But you’ll need to enjoy having pain inflicted upon you, as well.”



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