Total pages in book: 121
Estimated words: 113880 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 569(@200wpm)___ 456(@250wpm)___ 380(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 113880 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 569(@200wpm)___ 456(@250wpm)___ 380(@300wpm)
She shakes her head quickly. “I don’t know how.”
“I’ll show you. Here.” Reaching for her hand, I place the condom over the head of my cock and squeeze her fingers around the curled rim, placing enough pressure that when I push down, the condom unfurls.
“That doesn’t hurt?” Her expression is horrified, but I just shrug.
“Dicks are a lot more robust than you’d think. At least, mine is!”
“Okay.”
When the rubber is fully in place, Allie shifts back, then lies down and bites her lip.
“You look scared.” I climb over her so that I can interrupt her fierce eye contact with the ceiling.
“I just…” Her lip is attacked by her teeth again.
I bend and press a soft kiss at the corner of her mouth, and then on the edge of her jaw. More soft kisses on her hairline, and on the shell of her ear. “Don’t think,” I say. “Just feel. Be in the moment with me.”
I take one of her hands and link our fingers. I kiss her neck and lower, sucking each sweet nipple before nuzzling the valley between her breasts. She smells like soap and sunshine, like early morning dew and evening jasmine, and I inhale deeply against her skin, savoring her scent and her warmth, relishing the flutter of her heart beneath my cheek. I kiss lower, using the tip of my tongue to circle her navel, blowing a cool breath against her clit. She shudders and her hips shift and it’s only when I can see that she's primed and ready that I settle into the cradle of her thighs and let my cock drop to notch at her entrance.
Her grip on my hand is fierce, and her previously pliant body stiffens with anticipation.
“Do you trust me?” I ask, holding back, even though the urge to thrust into her sweet pussy is making my abs clench.
“Yes.”
That’s the word I needed to hear. The pressure I put behind my cock is enough to breach her entrance, but only a little. I hold my breath, the magnitude of this moment for Allie like a boot to my gut. I brace over her, feeling the clench of her thighs, and wait for her to relax. Her wide eyes flutter shut at the stretch and her free hand rests on my hip.
This moment is everything. For her and for me. She’s giving me the gift of something precious, something she only gets to give once in her life. I’m not worthy of it. Not really. I should have encouraged her to wait for a man who loves her deeply.
But I also have to respect her reasons for wanting this and I know I can give her a great first time. That’s guaranteed. We haven’t known each other for long, but in that short time, I’ve come to care for Allie. I only want to bring her happiness.
Her fingers on my hip exert just a little pressure against my skin, urging me forward, whether purposeful or not. Jesus, she’s tight. Tight and wet and warm as apple pie.
I push forward some more, letting my weight do the work, relishing her body accommodating mine. There’s something so unbelievably primal about this moment. A claiming, a feeling of ownership. The caveman in me is usually dormant, but he comes roaring out of the darkness and suddenly I can’t hold back anymore. I need to be deep inside Allie. I need to fill her body until I’m buried to the root, and she’s begging me to move.
And that’s what happens. As soon as my body presses onto her clit she gasps, “please,” and it’s music to my ears.
I’ve done it. I’ve taken her virginity. I’ve broken something that can’t ever be mended, and now I have to make the decision that brought us here something that Allie won’t regret. I need to make it worthwhile for her. I move, slowly at first, grinding into her sweet, wet heat, nudging one of her legs higher on my hip so I can get even deeper. And I can. Shit. It’s like her body was made for mine. I push in so deep I anticipate she’ll wince, but she doesn’t. She takes all of me, the full ten inches.
She’s perfect.
“Oh god,” she moans. “Oh…”
I kiss whatever she was going to add right off the tip of her tongue and it’s total bliss. We lose ourselves in each other, until we’re sweat-slicked and panting, until Allie’s eyes are wide, and her hand is grasping at me with frenzied fervor.
I’ve never been able to lose myself in someone this way. I’ve never been able to fuck without holding back an inch or two or three, and I suddenly realize what I’ve been missing.
“Don’t stop.” Her body arches, searching, and I keep the tempo nice and steady as her pussy clamps down around my cock in wave after wave of pure release. The satisfaction I feel in giving her an orgasm is magnified by the fact that I know it’s her first time. She’ll remember this forever and it’ll set her up to have the right expectations going forward. I fuck her through her pleasure, making sure it lasts for as long as it possibly can. Then, and only then, do I allow myself to finish. And fuck, what a finish it is.